Inside a slightly used mind... | |
hmm totoo nga kaya to ? hehehe
I am currently in love with a special girl.
Special, not because we used to quarrel and argue a lot. Special, not because
we see things in different perspectives. Special, not because we don’t have all the time to spend with each
other. Special, not because I like sports and she’s more into fashion and art.
She’s special when she tends to be sweet and thoughtful right after the quarrel
or arguments. Special, when we always end up compromising the different opinions
we may have. Special, when she really makes each day we spend together worth
waiting for. Special, when we compliment each other’s weaknesses, her knowledge
on sports and my shortage of fashion sense and lack of artistic views…Come to
think of it , she’s special not because of the reasons I may have…but the feelings
I have …..I love my super duper ultra mega hyper control – alt – delete – one –
of – kind – girlfriend ….. Psst hoy Jade, tawag ka wala akong load ! labyu….=)
Watching superman again flying and saving all the helpless individuals really made me think back when I was still a boy in the province. I was so astonished and amazed of an appliance called "The Betamax". My typical weekend would start by having a visit to my favorite place where I can borrow all superman, tom and jerry and rocky films (I think its name was Scorpio’s Fair). At home, after a superman film I would go and tuck a used shirt on my back and will pretend to fly and battle it out with imaginary monsters. And of course, It will never be complete if I don’t have my partner and I’ll try to trick my younger brother to play a super hero also , that I would call him Lois Lane…hehehe wala pa kasing alam nun ikaw Jon eh =). The fight scenes of superman and his sidekick Lois Lane lasted for a couple of years until Lois found that she was not a hero but a leading lady hehehe. I don’t have a choice but to shift to a Batman and Robin tandem…we kicked butt , and saved lives and broke a couple of figurines of our dear mother…Then It was time for Batman and Robin’s whoop ass session =(. Well you ask me what is the connection of the superman movie to my story..nothing=)..Maybe I just missed my sidekick , I know if my brother was here, we’ll be absent and will literally open the theatres for the first showing….hehehe just like the ST films we viewed in college haha …=)
Here I go again… Playing a Pinoy Big Brother contestant at home . Of course with the presence of appliances like the TV, Radio, DVD player but without the housemates.. .
As the imaginary Big Brother voice told me to have the muni-muni mode, I sat and looked outside and tried counting every color of tricycle on the road. Counting tricycles made me realized that the past couple of months weren’t that bad after all, It made me stronger, better and realized things as fast as Logan of the X-men can heal… Well maybe a friend of mine was right, God did made all of these happen for me to look back at everything and see what I really wanted…what things got away because I wasn’t looking at it when it passed by. My life I think is a good manifestation of the chaos theory hehehe…I encountered a series of unrelated and weird events for the past few months but when you try to put every piece to its place, You’ll see the big picture…that It were all for my happiness… everything went well after all . Everybody became happy. 
I just saw ice age 2 this evening just to kill time and avoid the embarrassment of being the last one to see the film. It was hilarious, witty and to my surprise emotional. I don’t know if it’s because I was again alone in the theater or as if the lines and the situation struck me hard to even relate myself into it. Manny did find Ellie in the most unusual way and was not love at first sight, but eventually situations and love made them realize to trust each other, rely on each other and have the will to survive all obstacles even through the stubbornness, hard headedness, and differences. I did have an Ellie, I just don’t know if I will be able to rescue her beneath the boulders and win her back…and in the end the relationship will still be depending on our judgments, “we will be together not because we have to..It’s because we want to..”
Advice.I was once good in giving such things. I knew then what to do or when to stop doing it.But then as I get older , as things get more complicated..I found myself now in the middle of a situation where emotion and logic clashes. I thought I am a good thinker i will know what advice will I give to myself. But I found myself lost. Emotion sometimes tend to affect me in a very nasty way. I know I dont deserve it, but I still come back for more. Because the heart says so. And about the advice, Advice, its like a haircut, have you seen a barber so good that he went at his hair and still made it look so damn good? i think not. But I still have one friend left that could made the whole thing go to the other direction...I always talk to Him at night..and I feel He listens cause im still doing ok....
Yes, In the recent UP Cursor's Alumni Homecoming i really cant deny that im with the older (more mature and successful as what the older batches would say) bracket.What can I say, I was in my freshman year when the talks about the Y2K bug was almost everywhere like air..I was also in my college when the E-heads launched their "Cutterpillow" on the ground of the famous sunken garden=). It was a time when windows 95 would be so cool to see on your PC. I always smile when i remember those days......Paging not SMS, Chuck Taylors not And1, CD not MP3, TGIS not Click=). As i think of the past and try to compare things that college students have from what i have then....I'm quite convince they are very lucky now.....they have all these places to go, gadgets to play with, cars to drive....hehehe but still, come to think of it, a dollar would only be 25 pesos then.....more baon for us.......belat!!!
This is it...It's only 4 pm and im infront of my (hehehe) semi-"paid" computer logging my blog entry . This is a sign that this is definitely not a fruitful day. I can even list down all the things that happened to me so far..hmm better yet i can even count it with my fingers....one, i took my dog for a well deserved bath, second , I cooked my ever dependable corned beef , (It will serve as my ulam for hmm lets say as long as it is possible...hehehe).And third, watched TV,...How I wish I could go out, i really want to go out,...arghh i can find words to type anymore , even my darn brain abandoned me and went out already....
PS...Hope we win later...i hope the opposing team forgets how to play bball...hehehe..asa pa ko...bored..bored..bored..bored..bored
As I stare to my dog as he sleeps beside my bed. I just cant stop recalling the time Badong was like a siopao with furr .=) hehehe. I used to hold him on my palm wondering if the darn dog is really a labrador retriever or just a mongrel trying to be one. Well those were the days when a sack of dogfood would last up to two or three months dependeing on Badong's appetite. I also remeber my dad the first time he saw Badong, he was bothered about the size of the pup, he use to tell me that a committee of ants and worms are just finalizing their plan and their on their way to wait for Badong to lose breath, and start feasting with its flesh..hehehe =) Those were the days ,,but now this fat , jolly dog beside me is not just an ordinary dog now, it is "the dog"=) , The only dog that can go and climb my parents' bed whenever my dad's home , the only dog that can lie beside us...He is now truly a part of the family....and a major beneficiary of my "paycheck" =).
Its already Thursday..Im still here thinking of the best way to cheat time...It has been always the bread and butter of my job to find "work-arounds" for different things...But now im stuck in a two-day-four-chapter-hell-of-a-time....,not knowing what to do....studying wasnt really my expertise but i have to cope up with this bulls*** since college. but there is one thing that im proud of...ive been through times stiffer and more risky than this exam..I know the kungfu cramming gods will find time to guide and help me with the IS214 exam. I have to get back and open my manual again with the spirit and morale than I reallybelong in this situation....Fail the first exam, Pass the course...Pass the first exam...get high grades....
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